All right

I need to be at work prepping for the 4 classes I teach back-to-back tomorrow in less than 5 hours, and I'm lying here absolutely not able to sleep. It's hot, I'm exhausted, and I have tried everything to get tired enough to sleep. EVERYthing, believe me.

So tired was I today, that I even decided not to do my brick workout and I cancelled seeing good friend D. from the Iowa City days and her daughter, in town from Wisconsin, because I am so pooped. I also did things like go to the store at 10pm and make a chocolate cakey thing and eat some of it (usually sugar puts me right out) and watched a movie (Antares, an interesting 2004 Austrian film of the intertwined stories variety - love those - that makes everyone in relationships look bad) and took Lois for a long, long walk. I did my nails, flossed, did my face stuff that I should do every night but usually don't, and even changed my sheets.

What is going on? I think I need to buy a third fan, for the window itself, though that means it'll blow right on me as I sleep, and block Lois's view. And I'd have to wear clothes to bed, then, because the curtains would be open...

That's it, I have to buy a damn fan tomorrow. Along with doing the million things I didn't do today. Totally f-ed.